Oh the insanity.....

I need to vent! Is there ever a time where you just can't get motivated to save your life? I have piles of laundry to fold, bathrooms to clean and a bedroom that looks like a tornado went thru it. I want sooooo badly to clean but find it hard to clean and play and play and clean. It's like I need a weekend of nothing but cleaning. Hmmmmmm?! That would be great. The sad thing is even if Bobby volunteered to watch Bailey upstairs while I cleaned I would feel obligated to go and play and entertain. I think it is about time to bite the bullet and just do it. No excuses, no questions....just get the work done. I think I would feel alot better. I also need a food plan. I tried this with dinners after Bailey was born. It worked for two weeks and then I ran out of groceries and didn't feel like going to the grocery store to load the cart. Does it sound like I am lazy? I am not a very productive person. And right now while Bailey is napping I could be cleaning a bathroom. Oh...then I have to stop when she wakes up and the job is only half done and I am suppose to get motivated when I have another minute. Give me a break. Once I get this mess of a house clean IT WILL STAY CLEAN. It's just getting there! Fiddledeedee!

Not feeling to well....

Well today is challenging! I feel like junk. Last night when we got home from church fellowship my throat started hurting. Bailey has already had the sniffles and she also sounded congested. Yeah, that turned into a long night for both of us. We ended up in the guest bedroom together trying to make it thru the night. I think our bodies are just run down. We have been very busy this week with very long days out in the heat and late nights. And it seems to be getting busier. Tomorrow we have the alumni games at NRCA. Depending on how well we are feeling we might not attend. It really stinks because I was so excited about everyone meeting my little bundle of joy. I figure it's time to take it easy for a couple of days and get some rest!!!

Even though it has been a battle of trying to recoup, yesterday was Will's (my nephew) 4th birthday. I can't believe he is four years old. We had a blast though! I forgot what it was like to be kid and care nothing in the world about anything but presents. He kept saying "Can I have another present?".....cracked me up!!! I love my family!!!

Adam is back!!

Words cannot describe......

"Move it or lose it! I am here to pick up my UNCLE!!"

This weekend we went to Jacksonville to welcome Adam home from Afghanistan. This was also the very first time Bailey was able to meet her Big Uncle Adam!!! Talk about emotions running rampant!! I couldn't hold back the tears when he came over and squeezed me and then asked to take Bailey with him. He grabbed her and started walking. For a moment I didn't even know what to do. It seemed so surreal (I am crying right now just thinking about it). I know that over a span of seven months we have talked on Facebook and even on the phone, but nothing is more real than him seeing Bailey and wanting to hold her and kiss her. He even cried!!! I am so very lucky to have a brother who is so brave. He is my HERO!!! Thank you, God for keeping him safe.